Okay so here we are one week later. Nathanael was never transferred because he was still too unstable. Although this past Friday and today he seemed much calmer. I'm sure it's the result of medication increases and changes. He also seemed resigned to the fact he will eventually have to move on. It kind of scares me to think how calm he is at this point, makes me wonder when the other boot is going to drop. I can only hope that Nathanael finally can see that not every one is out to hurt him and that we can all help him to be safe in this world. I feel like I should be ecstatic that his agitation over leaving Children's seems to have become a thing of the past, but something inside me says this could be the calm before the storm. I wish I could get past this feeling .....